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From: chris <egordan@xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx>
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Date: Thu, 20 Aug 1998 04:50:12 +0800
Peter Johnson wrote:
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> Rather, I would want to distinguish between
> pleasure/beauty which is 'wonderful', or ????, which we do walk away from,
> and those 'encounters' which we cannot walk away from, which stay with
> life, which shape life.
And yet this is a false splitting (I think - perhaps I've missed the
point...?) because the it's when we can walk away that still the line
is drawn through/threaded onto/into (already gone) and moving forward in
a passage of love, so they still form part of the shaping of our lives
-- but as love that isn't a struggle to cling to/require/define/protect
to be possessed by/of/in a state of not 'having' because you can't hold
on to love. It's the lines that work their way around and through the
living/passing through a life that shape and twist and fling us apart
and bring us back together -- always moving forward /forward through the
past even. Love is a line/one of my lines; so is hate and vengence and
lust and and and desire and and and -- I don't own them, embodied and
disembodied alike. Becoming obsessed with the desire to hold on to any
line is just another line creating a movement forward into/around
through you/me/us and and and....
Chris